i lost the guy. sorta.

         after a few weeks of seeing each other, over the holidays the spark vanished. suddenly he doesn't text, and suddenly he doesn't wanna see me. argh. paulit ulit. nakakairita na. anong mali ko? ako na naman ba? haha i was compromising. bullshit. i ate my pride. dammit. alam mo yon? tapos? after everything, he'll suddenly disappear?? i was kind of liking him. nakakaines. as ive found my match, ngayon naman palpak lang. we havent really decided to be together pero i knew he liked me. he made the first move eh. so db? my goodness. he has this certain way with me, the way he lecture me about how he doesn't approve of my bitchiness.. i was afraid with this one incident were he was pissed coz i was being childish. haha alam mo yong takot na, omg galit talaga sya? ganun. gah! i dunno what to do. ayoko na syang itext. ubos na yung natitira kong pride. jusko naman. sana he was mature enough to say it to my face na ok, ayawan na. omg. kamusta naman? kaya ko naman yun e. sos ako pa. kaso i was left here figuring things out for myself kung anong nangyari sa kanya? and sabi nya yung facebook nya blocked? omg. i was checking his page kasi di naka private, aun nag update last dec 24th. nagtimeline. damn. turning tables yung nagpplay. :/

i met a guy...

           haha the title. hilarious. wala ko maisip eh. i met him sa party ng  friend ko. he was the first guy who caught my eye. siguro kase he never left my eyesight the entire time na kumakain ako? andun lang sya sa table kahit tapos na sya mag dinner? anyways, nagkatext kami. and as they say.... the rest is history. haha we've been seeing each other for 2 weeks. and its been great. aha. great. he's my age but mature in a way. he likes to lecture me of being immature daw. haha sya na. the bitch living inside me for years had vanished kase ayaw nya ng annoying tsaka mataray. omg. how will i survive? its the first time that a guy held me this way and im liking it. im learning in a way. na i have to compromise. na di lahat ng gusto ko masusunod. na i should think about how he feels. naks. humanitarian na agad ako. haha tapos sya yung VICTIM? :DDDD

ang matinde nyan...

     12:39.. oh my. my eyes hurt soo bad! yung feeling na matagal kang tumutok sa fan? that's how i feel knowing i was up the entire day from going to school early up until now, finishing my requirements. i cannot wait for the xmas break. looking forward to having more zzzsss in the process. anyhow. haha its been a looonnng time since the last entry. but i still have little more to say. haha echos lang! im almost done so i still had the time to do extra curricular activities. haha i met a guy............................................ :DDDDD