i lost the guy. sorta.

         after a few weeks of seeing each other, over the holidays the spark vanished. suddenly he doesn't text, and suddenly he doesn't wanna see me. argh. paulit ulit. nakakairita na. anong mali ko? ako na naman ba? haha i was compromising. bullshit. i ate my pride. dammit. alam mo yon? tapos? after everything, he'll suddenly disappear?? i was kind of liking him. nakakaines. as ive found my match, ngayon naman palpak lang. we havent really decided to be together pero i knew he liked me. he made the first move eh. so db? my goodness. he has this certain way with me, the way he lecture me about how he doesn't approve of my bitchiness.. i was afraid with this one incident were he was pissed coz i was being childish. haha alam mo yong takot na, omg galit talaga sya? ganun. gah! i dunno what to do. ayoko na syang itext. ubos na yung natitira kong pride. jusko naman. sana he was mature enough to say it to my face na ok, ayawan na. omg. kamusta naman? kaya ko naman yun e. sos ako pa. kaso i was left here figuring things out for myself kung anong nangyari sa kanya? and sabi nya yung facebook nya blocked? omg. i was checking his page kasi di naka private, aun nag update last dec 24th. nagtimeline. damn. turning tables yung nagpplay. :/