anyways, for the past week after sembreak begun, (parrttyy!) we had been spending time together. TEAM B and i. he was back in his old old ways, being sweet and appreciative and all things mushy. (eeewww.) apparently, we decided to see each other later today. although im preventing myself to not totally lose it to him. ( my inner bitchiness is fading as days went by.) i was really looking forward for the rendezvous earlier, we would watch korean movies although i totally hate watching movies with subtitles but for him i would try. ( oooppsss. ayan na. si mabait anjan na.) well, to make things easier, he did cancel. nakita daw sya ng friend nya and asked him to go out. obviously, i was etchapwera ng bongga. :) he was always like that, even he admitted that to me na i was second priority from his friends.the thing is, i was aware of our relationship status, which is "nothing more than spending time together and having fun". other than that, i guess there's love. haha pero i was hurt. because as much as i dont wanna get too involved, again. he was doing the same things and it still hurts. baliw lang? i really should get my act together, reminding myself how i moved on from being a martyr nyebera to a sneaky bitch i am now. ( wehhhh!) and not forgetting kung hanggang saan lang kami, at kung hanggang saan lang ako sa kanya.
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