whuttt???

                         following the last blog i posted..

                         its been like, a week? with no messages or text from him. and somehow he had the nerve to call me kanina. around 3am. alam mo ung out of nowhere? ewan ko. naasar ako. sabi nya, the family is asking for me daw. bakit di nako bumibisita. bullfrog! tss. i dunno what he wants from me? as i plan onwalking away from team B, he'll come after me and say lame things like he loves me. wtf. i dont know what to do. obviously, im kinda mejo somewhat into him. again. hindi ba nawala? whatever. hindi ko alam. the fact that december is just around the corner. i hate christmas. wew. seriously. i never did. it seems like a normal day for me. colder and lonelier i guess.