fail.

           last night's rain was hard. i went home wet thru my feet. my shoes soaking wet literally. i went on line for like 5 minutes, cannot text, my phone was totally dead. after 15 minutes, i opened my phone and texts were all over. but there is this particular one that got me thru my tsinelas and went running outside, in the pouring rain! with no umbrella! omg. the text said, "andito ko sa labas nyo. naiwan mo pang bukas ung gate nyo."
            i thought i could get to him, it was like 20 minutes ago na. i called him and asking asan na sya. he picked up and said he was already home. i cried. i dunno why but i did. it was all i ever wanted. the gesture. he came after me as i left. but epic fail, di ko sya naabutan because of my friggin' phone! haha and the argument before the epic fail was crazy. pero it was a different story to tell. :)

            we agreed that the timing wasn't right. everything wasn't right. parang faith? i realized that the time is really wasn't for us at this moment. maybe time will come where we are perfectly made for each other. yung tipong, ito na. ito na talaga. there's no turning back. yung ganon?