as someone at fault, how many times d'you have to say those immortal phrase just to know that its the "im sorry i mean it"? i mean, i think its never going to be enough...
i sent a message over facebook to exbf (oh i know, how lame is that right? thanks.) saying that im sorry, for the nth time i guess as he sent back a reply saying "paulit ulit ka." haha i was shocked. i wont be exerting the effort to communicate if hindi totoong nagsosorry ako for any unreasonable situation i put him thru. alam ko meron kahet di nya aminin. (mahaba ang buhok ko? haha) basta i just feel it. malamang guilty ako so alam ko what i did hurt him. haha kaya nga nagsosorry db? ang lame netong entry ko feeling. i just wanted to release everything na gumugulo sakin. haha oh my! i dunno how to resolve the "situation" kasi i know he's kinda pissed at me. :( fine, i deserve it. blah blah. pero is it my fault if i wanted sometime for myself? na nagkataon lang na i was with him when this realization came to my head? well, if it is then so be it. ITS ALL MY FAULT. haha wew! sarap ng feeling. t-ice nga ples! yung madami ok! :)) toodles!


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